Dear Blog,
I miss you so much. I've been a terrible girlfriend and i know i have no better excuse for that, so here goes: I AM SO SORRY BABY! PLEEEEEAAASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE??!!
Love Aku.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Monday, October 24, 2011
MAGNIFICENT MIRACLES
Miracles can be super magnificent.
They take your breath away and make you bawl like a two year old, just from sheer happiness and a mix of shock as well especially when that miracle hits you unexpectedly.
I am so thankful and grateful for all the blessing the one true God and Heavenly father gives. This year i lost a friend but learned ten valuable lessons. I'm hanging onto those ten lessons like no body's business - and i am learning to shake off all the anger, hurt and disappointment and learning to *eat, pray, love* and laugh more.
- * Elizabeth Gilbert
Monday, September 5, 2011
THE WAITING ROOM
There's a sermon or book entitled 'The Waiting Room' by a preacher or author whom i can't remember the name of. It basically talks about the place you are in whilst you wait on God to answer your prayers. I've been in the waiting room on more than one occasion, maybe twenty times or more and at the moment i am still in a number of waiting rooms, one for personal things, another work related and a third and fourth a myriad of other things which i am trying patiently to receive or get an answer to.
Today i am thinking about the work related waiting room....in which i need immediate attention and answer to my request for a miracle. My request is pretty simple, I've been working hard and i would really like my efforts to pay off by landing me a big time money maker.
God i know you hear me and you even know what i want even before i ask for it although you encourage us to 'ask and *we shall receive'
So on that note, not to be rash, rude or disrespectful, but i desperately need that miracle. You know how i get when i am put in a bad situation when i have been doing all i can in within my ability.
Please don't leave me or forsake me, its not easy and i know i should not question your timing, so i leave you on this note by being honest and saying that 'being in the waiting room is reeeeallly difficult, but I'm still waiting on you.'
Lots of love, hugs and kisses,
Aku.
P.S Please provide for theENCOURAGER in my life with everything she wants and which you feel she truely deserves plus all that i want for her.
Today i am thinking about the work related waiting room....in which i need immediate attention and answer to my request for a miracle. My request is pretty simple, I've been working hard and i would really like my efforts to pay off by landing me a big time money maker.
God i know you hear me and you even know what i want even before i ask for it although you encourage us to 'ask and *we shall receive'
So on that note, not to be rash, rude or disrespectful, but i desperately need that miracle. You know how i get when i am put in a bad situation when i have been doing all i can in within my ability.
Please don't leave me or forsake me, its not easy and i know i should not question your timing, so i leave you on this note by being honest and saying that 'being in the waiting room is reeeeallly difficult, but I'm still waiting on you.'
Lots of love, hugs and kisses,
Aku.
P.S Please provide for theENCOURAGER in my life with everything she wants and which you feel she truely deserves plus all that i want for her.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
East & West
The entire world has been in some kind of up-roar against all these riots going on in the UK since satuday when a young man was gunned down by police.
It's a horrible horrible thing to happen especially at and time when the whole world is still struggling to promote peace and unity - or more like durinng a time when the UK is preparing to hold for the first time ever in its history, the 2012 Olympic games next year.
I was really shocked by the pictures and reports posted on the news and was avidly following peoples tweets on twitter #UKriots until a friend summed up the riots in one short sentence which got me thinking that i should probably worry more about myself rather than get torn up over the actions of these rioters.
My good friend wrote something like this as his blackberry display status 'If the UK was an Islamic country the riots would be called UPRISINGS'.
I dont know about you, but that makes a whole load of sense to me and i truly wish a bbc or cnn reporter or some one important will come across this blog and speak out about it objectively and without prejudice because it is the TRUTH.
The east & west hypocrisy needs to stop, and a spade be called a spade. This is just not a riot instigated by young people and looters, it is without a doubt an UPRISING.
It's a horrible horrible thing to happen especially at and time when the whole world is still struggling to promote peace and unity - or more like durinng a time when the UK is preparing to hold for the first time ever in its history, the 2012 Olympic games next year.
I was really shocked by the pictures and reports posted on the news and was avidly following peoples tweets on twitter #UKriots until a friend summed up the riots in one short sentence which got me thinking that i should probably worry more about myself rather than get torn up over the actions of these rioters.
My good friend wrote something like this as his blackberry display status 'If the UK was an Islamic country the riots would be called UPRISINGS'.
I dont know about you, but that makes a whole load of sense to me and i truly wish a bbc or cnn reporter or some one important will come across this blog and speak out about it objectively and without prejudice because it is the TRUTH.
The east & west hypocrisy needs to stop, and a spade be called a spade. This is just not a riot instigated by young people and looters, it is without a doubt an UPRISING.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Sexy single in the city
It's ridiculous how cute I am and yet absolutely and totally single. Yes,
no man, honey, sweetheart, baby, boyfriend, husband...the terms are endless.
And the thought of suicide as a result of loneliness is also out of the question because it is an absolutely MAD idea which no person in their right mind should ever THINK about.
So here I am, been single and lonely for the last year and a half simple because of two very selfish reasons
1. I DO NOT want to be a side girlfriend
2. I haven't met any one in the last year and half who has 'tickled my fancy'
So dear God, I know you are out there and you know all the prayers that I have prayed over the last how many years and the countless stupid mistakes I've made concerning all the men in my life - please do something good. You've got my list, please make it happen.
I know it might sound selfish because there are innocent children starving out there in countries ravaged by months or years of war...however let's be honest, you created Eve to keep Adam company; and this daughter of Eve would please like a son of Adam soon because it is long over due.
no man, honey, sweetheart, baby, boyfriend, husband...the terms are endless.
And the thought of suicide as a result of loneliness is also out of the question because it is an absolutely MAD idea which no person in their right mind should ever THINK about.
So here I am, been single and lonely for the last year and a half simple because of two very selfish reasons
1. I DO NOT want to be a side girlfriend
2. I haven't met any one in the last year and half who has 'tickled my fancy'
So dear God, I know you are out there and you know all the prayers that I have prayed over the last how many years and the countless stupid mistakes I've made concerning all the men in my life - please do something good. You've got my list, please make it happen.
I know it might sound selfish because there are innocent children starving out there in countries ravaged by months or years of war...however let's be honest, you created Eve to keep Adam company; and this daughter of Eve would please like a son of Adam soon because it is long over due.
Monday, July 25, 2011
THE DESPERATE HOUSE-SISTA
The desperate house sista is defined as a young twenty- thirty-something year old who walks around our towns in every country in flashy clothes, sporting fabulous designer bags -fake ones included mind you - six inch stilletos and with brasilian weaves/hair extentions eighteen (18') and more long blowing in the wind behind her leaving men who are constantly tantalised and tempted only by what they see, gazing after them with what is often a mixture between lust and disgust.
Most average women hate 'the desperate house sista' because they assume that she is a 'man-stealer' and 'husband-snatcher'. However whenever i see one of these young women all i always find myself wondering is 'where the f*** did they get the money from to feed their addiction?". Basically because 50% of these women do not actually work, as in 8 -5 or run their own business.
I love the brasilian or peruvian weaves, the six inch heels i die for, and the designer bags and expensive jewellery i think about every single day....but i"m not too sure what lengths i would go to to get these things if i did not have the money to buy them for myself....or would i? I'm not entirely sure, I've thought about 'it' but i still haven't quite worked up the courage or grown the 'balls' to actually 'DO IT' so to speak.
So to my fellow female and 'desperate house-sista', i applaud you on your resourcefulness!!!! Send me a few tips if you can on how to acquire personal wealth in shoes, clothes, bags and jewellery and then and only then can i possibly begin to understand and answer the rhetorical question which i asked earlier -
''where the f*** do they get the money from to feed their addiction?''
Most average women hate 'the desperate house sista' because they assume that she is a 'man-stealer' and 'husband-snatcher'. However whenever i see one of these young women all i always find myself wondering is 'where the f*** did they get the money from to feed their addiction?". Basically because 50% of these women do not actually work, as in 8 -5 or run their own business.
I love the brasilian or peruvian weaves, the six inch heels i die for, and the designer bags and expensive jewellery i think about every single day....but i"m not too sure what lengths i would go to to get these things if i did not have the money to buy them for myself....or would i? I'm not entirely sure, I've thought about 'it' but i still haven't quite worked up the courage or grown the 'balls' to actually 'DO IT' so to speak.
So to my fellow female and 'desperate house-sista', i applaud you on your resourcefulness!!!! Send me a few tips if you can on how to acquire personal wealth in shoes, clothes, bags and jewellery and then and only then can i possibly begin to understand and answer the rhetorical question which i asked earlier -
''where the f*** do they get the money from to feed their addiction?''
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
ASHAMED BLOGGER
It's interesting how i promised myself and my bloggers that i would find time and inspiration to blog about everything and anything that i felt was worth blogging about; and now about 7 months down the line i realised that i have gone back on my word.
I'm smiling as i write this - yes i have gone back on my word, but i plead that i am human and thus i am flawed and imperfect and susceptible to deceit.
Well, now that i have apologised, i must disappear back to my hectic and boring life and see what happens next and hopefully find a computer near by so that i can quickly post up a blog before i forget or feel to lazy to do so.
I'm smiling as i write this - yes i have gone back on my word, but i plead that i am human and thus i am flawed and imperfect and susceptible to deceit.
Well, now that i have apologised, i must disappear back to my hectic and boring life and see what happens next and hopefully find a computer near by so that i can quickly post up a blog before i forget or feel to lazy to do so.
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