I turned on my laptop yesterday morning with the sole purpose of finishing up something I had been working on for a couple of weeks. So I did, and whilst waiting to hear from someone with some additional information, it slipped my mind to copy paste a part of my work on a word page document. Thats when my internet chose to screw me over by disconnecting on its own and leaving me bawling like a baby, when moments later I clicked submit and lost my work all together.
Now this morning the website simply won't open again, and I feel as if there is a force preventing me from doing this. I am a good person and God knows I don't deserve to be jinxed like this for the rest of my life. I am so tired of rolling downhill and not finding level ground too walk on. I want to cry all over again but its not good for my health because i'm still alive and nobody has died to warrant any tears.
I seriously need a break from all this bad karma or whatever and it would be nice if it started with the website I need to open up and for me to remember what I wrote yesterday........ I really need a break.